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Saturday, January 10, 2009

Jonathan's Due date



Today was my due date with Jonathan Mitchell Buquet. I have no words to describe the sadness in my heart when I think of the loss so immeasurable. I never thought it would be me.

My baby died and he is gone and my heart is still broken.

I love you little boy, for the rest of my life and for all that I do it will be in your memory and for your brother (and hopefully more someday) still living. I know that you are prefect and though your time with us was short, we are forever changed by your love and beauty.

Thank you for letting me be your mommy.
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9 comments:

The Wolfe Family said...

Your words are very thoughtful and loving! I'm sorry for the sadness you are feeling, I can't imagine. It must be nice to have so many friends & family that care for you whenever you need comforting.

janetta said...

hugs, you ARE a wonderful mommy.

Thembi said...

Hey sweetie! I'm thinking about you!

Jenifer Benner said...

I'm one of your lurker blog reader. I've been following your blog for quite bit of time. My prayers are with you and your family.

1snappyfamily said...

I second that.....you are indeed a wonderful Mommy! Grayson and Jonathan...are certainly lucky to have you!

Anonymous said...

you are truely an amazing woman. your strength astounds me. my prayers are with you, your family, and your angel baby.

Linda said...

Jaimey and Zack, I'm so sorry because I bet yesterday was really, really hard. You were lucky to have Jonathan for a little while and your 2 little boys are lucky to have such loving parents.

Love, Mom

Amy H said...

Wow, I was actually wondering on Saturday when your due date was...I guess the Lord put you on my heart. I am still praying for you, Jaimey.

Angel... said...

I lost my baby boy as well..and my due date was january 6/09 and i lost him in Dec 4/08. I know dear its very hard.. take care of urself..I want to do my Son's name on sand as well where did you do that.. if possible let me know.. may be I will feel better to see that.